LPDP 2021 Awardee · Student & Mom

Rejected twice while pregnant. Then top score on my first LPDP try.

Ajinomoto and INPEX said no. Months later, LPDP said yes — highest overall score in my batch. Here's what changed.

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The short version

Before LPDP, I was turned down by two other scholarships — Ajinomoto and INPEX — while I was pregnant. I wasn't able to give those applications everything they needed at the time.

By the time LPDP opened, my story and my essay were already in place. I applied, and got in on my first attempt — with the highest overall score in my batch.

I made this site to document what actually worked, and to help applicants who are exactly where I was.

What you'll find here

Three simple paths, depending on what you need right now.

Read the Journey

The real story — essay drafts, interview prep, the rejections that came before LPDP, and what changed my approach for good.

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Templates, checklists, and guides I wish I had when I was staring at a blank document. Free, no catch.

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Work With Me Directly

1-on-1 essay review and application coaching, based on what actually got me — and my mentees — in.

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Why listen to me

Suci, LPDP 2021 awardee, during her studies abroad

LPDP 2021 Awardee

Beasiswa Reguler

MSc Biomedical Science

University of Auckland, New Zealand

Student & mom

Studying abroad with a little one in tow

1-on-1 coaching

Brainstorming, essay review, and interview prep

What mentees say

A few words from applicants who started exactly where you are — unsure whether their story was “good enough”.

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The brainstorming session made me realise my own story was strong enough. My essay finally had a direction.— Mentee, brainstorming
The feedback was honest and detailed, not just ‘looks good, keep going’.— Mentee, essay review

Not sure where to start?

Read about what went wrong in my Ajinomoto and INPEX applications — it might save you months. Or grab the free essay template and start today.